OMG LAH. ATPS’ PSLE SCORE THIS YEAR IS 280, WHEN LAST YEAR OUR BATCH IS 282. LOL WE WON THEM LAH.
AND OMG LAH. QFPS THEIR PSLE SCORE THIS YEAR IS 290 LAH. OMG OMG OMG WIN ATPS LAH. OMG, CANT BELIEVE MAN.
ATPS LOST QFPS. :O WHAT CRAP MAN. AITONG STUDENTS! BUCK UP :D
NEXT YEAR’S WOULD BE BETTER, IT WILL BE BETTER.
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one year passed. i remembered last year, when it was our turn to get back our results in Aitong, we were all waiting in 6F’s classroom, waiting fr Mr Tay to give us back our results.
and he slowly named out those that got 230 and above. and my name wasn’t there, obviously. lol. but kimberley’s name was there. :)
after that, he gave us back out results, and i saw mine, 217. omg. actually i was happy in the first place, cus at least i didn’t get less than 180. but after i saw my clique’s result, i was depressed alrdy.
cus i know they’re all smarter than me in the first place, cus i knew what i dreamed of, trying to be in same school with kimberley was beyond my control cus of my 217.
after, outside at the side gate, i cried immediately w/o letting the rest know. cus my results compared to the rest weren’t as good as others. and i knew its impossible of trying to get to a good school with clique.
kimberley & jolin & huishan came over to side gate, they saw me crying. and they tried to comfort me, but they couldn’t cus i was despising myself.
i called mom and dad, mom said she was pleased with my results. somehow her words couldn’t get me happy, cus i know she was quite disappointed, she expected me to get 230+, and when i called dad, he told me his client’s daughter got 250+ blah blah blah which totally made me depressed all again.
after that i went to jolin’s house downstairs to play the playground. but somehow, i just don’t feel happy at all.
they tried to cheer me up again, and this time i just faked a smile to them cus i don’t want to make them worry.
when i reached home, i cried my heart out, and after that, i felt better.
everything just happens so fast. yesterday to me, is just like, after PSLE, and we were all playing. nobody cared about anything.
but today, the batch of 2009 got back their results…
i don’t know of any word that could express what am i feeling now. its a word that you cant find in any dictionary, cus i don’t even know how to express my feelings.
Goodluck, next year’s batch. Jiayou fr PSLE, do ATPS proud, you can do it. :)
